The professor lectures, the body’s mechanisms to control blood loss. My eyes fill up with tears. An intricate, flawless divine design. I’m not in awe of the mechanism; I’m in awe of my superior ability to understand it, to appreciate it. Tears run down my face.
I wake up, I not only understand the workings of body’s mechanism to control blood loss, I understand the secrets of the cosmos. Seriously, I’m not joking. It’s not an understanding I can really share verbally, but I know everything. I have clarity no one else has. I have been giving divine wisdom to help everyone with it. I should have followers, people who walk around me, writing my words of wisdom, recording them. At the very least a fan club. I am special, gifted with the ability to see through everything and everyone. I know your thoughts, I know your feelings, I know your shadows. I am here to help you; I am here for you to follow me.
I get everything I want, and I can give you anything you want. All I have to do is will and things will be as I want them.
This isn’t magical thinking, this is magic.
This isn’t delusions of grandeur, this is destiny.
2 comments:
the church of bam.
nice post, i like this one.
I've felt that way. Usually when I was in a psych hospital. I do think that people do have the potential for ESP.
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